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My anemia repeated itself again and it took just a single massive headache attack a week ago that stopped me from eating altogether in order to express itself fully.
And just to add an insult to injury, apparently my thyroid gland enzyme results got worse as well (hypothyroidism), mostly because the waiting period for an exam is just so ludicrously long, I cannot even fathom how is that possible, and now I bloody hope that the medical center for thyroid disorders will inform me on time when it comes to the date I would go get that checked. But until that date comes (which might come once I get serious symptoms of that if not this bloody December.
), I`m back on bloody German-Engineered iron pills again. Which help, mind you, but it`s not so pleasant when you have to wait an hour/2 hours before your daily meal in order to take the pill, be it with water or orange juice.
At least those pills don`t have any taste tho ... and don`t resemble Uruk blood, like the liquid iron does.
And just to add an insult to injury, apparently my thyroid gland enzyme results got worse as well (hypothyroidism), mostly because the waiting period for an exam is just so ludicrously long, I cannot even fathom how is that possible, and now I bloody hope that the medical center for thyroid disorders will inform me on time when it comes to the date I would go get that checked. But until that date comes (which might come once I get serious symptoms of that if not this bloody December.
), I`m back on bloody German-Engineered iron pills again. Which help, mind you, but it`s not so pleasant when you have to wait an hour/2 hours before your daily meal in order to take the pill, be it with water or orange juice.At least those pills don`t have any taste tho ... and don`t resemble Uruk blood, like the liquid iron does.
Moved on from here to Discord and Steam
You all might´ve noticed by now that I´ve not been here for absolute YEARS (heck, my last Journal Update was in 2018 for cryin´ out loud, that´s before entire COVID-related madness that has unfolded for all of us as well as this new super-confusing Eclipse layout that dA is flustering itself with!) and, as a first thing to say, I´m really terribly sorry about it all. Real life has been more wild than seas are after a supervolcano eruption and due to all sorts of new stuff that had come even before 2020 hit us all in the mouth like a ton of bricks, the most significant ones being getting the then-brand new laptop, getting myself a Discord account profile as well as undergoing all good and bad things associated with being a newbie on another website and managing to get the sequel to SoM, called SoW (Shadow of War; mentioned it here because last deviations I´ve posted and talked about are of SoM), DeviantArt was put behind and slowly drifted away from my sight as years went by and I
As another year of my life passes
I admit, I don`t feel much better or worse than in the previous year when I wrote the entry as I was 23 years old for the 1st time, but this doesn`t mean that I`m better off than that year as well. Not only did doctors found out that I have an autoimmune disease that is slowly destroying my thyroid gland (and thus dooming me on taking supplements for thyroid hormones for the rest of my life), thanks to binge-playing Shadow of War and interacting with other players of this game that I became friends with as well as with the creators of it themselves via Twitch chat, I`m not in here as much as I used to be (as well as losing some very good frie
Welp, just going here to tell you this
I wish you all fine ladies and gentlemen, lurkers, pals, fandom-users, gamers and pretty much everyone on the Internet that is good and likes to make people`s day a sweet and healthy Happy New Year of 2018!
Terribly sorry that I still didn`t reply to many messages and checked many images (as well as made them) because real life is really busy here and I`m mostly active on other websites, thus this account is becoming more of a backup-one than anything else. No worries, like the tagline says, I`m still here and no matter how long might I miss, I promise you all to return from time to time to check what you guys posted up and wrote up for both
My home in a horror-dimension - a dream journal
I know, I know, I didn`t write a journal in MONTHS by now, but what could I even write about in the 1st place aside the reason for my absence and my lack of doing arts before this dream gave me an excuse? Most of you already know about my own efforts in making a living as well as searching wth to do with my life in next years, as I`ve told some of you already (like warrior1944 (https://www.deviantart.com/warrior1944)) and thus repeating all of this again would be kind of void. With this out of the way, let`s just jump over to the dream, which took place in my home apartment in its entirety (at its newest renovation with new wardrobes and having the main living room be all open
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Oww that is a terrible headache you had there 
And sucks big time to hear you have those issues back again, can still remember all problems it caused last time, but good thing those iron pills from germany works at least, but I can guess getting a solution and that exam results back will take a long time. Maybe even longer here in sweden how it is looking like now.....
But keep fighting and stay in there, and hopefully you can do the things you like as well
Damn that is one cool and badass vampire picture there and with those clothes and dark style its hard for me to not love it xD Just my type of dark beauty. as judge death one is weak for other undead beings
Reminds me how and where one finds a woman like that or like the stuff I do and gothic/dark style and corsets etc, oh well I can pretend xD
And sucks big time to hear you have those issues back again, can still remember all problems it caused last time, but good thing those iron pills from germany works at least, but I can guess getting a solution and that exam results back will take a long time. Maybe even longer here in sweden how it is looking like now.....But keep fighting and stay in there, and hopefully you can do the things you like as well
Damn that is one cool and badass vampire picture there and with those clothes and dark style its hard for me to not love it xD Just my type of dark beauty. as judge death one is weak for other undead beings
Reminds me how and where one finds a woman like that or like the stuff I do and gothic/dark style and corsets etc, oh well I can pretend xD