You all might´ve noticed by now that I´ve not been here for absolute YEARS (heck, my last Journal Update was in 2018 for cryin´ out loud, that´s before entire COVID-related madness that has unfolded for all of us as well as this new super-confusing Eclipse layout that dA is flustering itself with!) and, as a first thing to say, I´m really terribly sorry about it all. Real life has been more wild than seas are after a supervolcano eruption and due to all sorts of new stuff that had come even before 2020 hit us all in the mouth like a ton of bricks, the most significant ones being getting the then-brand new laptop, getting myself a Discord account profile as well as undergoing all good and bad things associated with being a newbie on another website and managing to get the sequel to SoM, called SoW (Shadow of War; mentioned it here because last deviations I´ve posted and talked about are of SoM), DeviantArt was put behind and slowly drifted away from my sight as years went by and I grew up into a young adult, now only 1 year before I enter my 30s. Nevertheless, even though I hadn´t been active here at all, I was still here, as my tagline says indeed. I saw every message, every favorite, every given badge ... and I´m grateful from the bottom of my heart that you all have still kept me in your minds as months and years marched on without a word from me as well as newcomers that had come check me up (and probably cringe as well as gawk at my gallery; that´s who I was all these years ago and I ain´t even gonna deny it. 😆😆🤭 ). Alas, now I can say without any doubt that this is the last time you´ll gonna hear from me when it comes to being here on dA. Life and time march on after all. Be of no worries though, I ain´t gonna deactivate anything. I´ll leave everything as it was and is all these years ago for you all to view, gawk and cringe. I´ll only use it the same way as I use my YouTube account, which is just for viewing stuff. If things get deleted or deactivated here, then you´ll know it´s the work of the website managers themselves and not me. Also, for all of you that were worried about me since the last journal entry, do not be. Now I´ve managed to pull myself together and my life is as good as it can possibly be at that time of year (because summer heat and all the shtick related to it), as after 2020, I got employed as well, which means obviously less time for hanging around anywhere, really, including gaming as well. You all can be relieved knowing that I´m doing just fine and dandy ... and like I said before, I really appreciate your comments and favorites and notes and stuff. I wouldn´t be who I am today without you all and I mean that completely sincerely. 🤗🤗🥰🤗🤗 If by any chance you all wish to keep contact with me beyond dA, then you can find me both on Steam (https://steamcommunity.com/id/xmehrunesgolddagonx) and on Discord, however, given the nature I´ve been subjected to in there (especially random friend invites from spambots), I won´t give you my Discord info here, as it´s too risky; have one of my other pals tell you it via Notes as well as make yourselves known via them (pals), so I don´t accidentally ignore you, if possible. So yeah, that´s that from me ... and I wish you all, every single one of you all, the very best lives you all can achieve and have. You all had been such great support and I´ll absolutely keep you all in my fondest memories. See you all on the other side. Methusi/Methi/Mathafrae/Spectra the Dragonwraith