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Dugza`s confession :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 4 232
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Dugza`s goals :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 6 116
AT: Centiride by Dreamer-In-Shadows AT: Centiride :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 16 65 SoM Funko Pop figure - Bagabug Blood-Storm by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Bagabug Blood-Storm :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 12 170 Blight`s Crewmember Mathafrae by Dreamer-In-Shadows Blight`s Crewmember Mathafrae :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 15 78 Birthday of Healing by Dreamer-In-Shadows Birthday of Healing :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 22 43 Pash Pear-Killer by Dreamer-In-Shadows
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Pash Pear-Killer :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 18 87
Der Ring des Nibelungen by Dreamer-In-Shadows Der Ring des Nibelungen :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 36 64 SoM Funko Pop figure - Ratanak Pit Fighter by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Ratanak Pit Fighter :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 10 9 SoM Funko Pop figure - Feldush Giggles by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Feldush Giggles :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 8 13 TBL DLC Funko Pop figure - Tumhorn Evil Eye by Dreamer-In-Shadows TBL DLC Funko Pop figure - Tumhorn Evil Eye :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 8 39 SoM Funko Pop figure - Brogg the Twin by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Brogg the Twin :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 9 9 SoM Funko Pop figure - Mogg the Other Twin by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Mogg the Other Twin :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 5 18 Spectral Dragon of Kindness by Dreamer-In-Shadows Spectral Dragon of Kindness :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 27 33 Their redemption, my curse by Dreamer-In-Shadows Their redemption, my curse :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 19 43 Universal Love by Dreamer-In-Shadows Universal Love :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 35 99
Go ahead and check it entirely if you wish. It might not be the best in the world, but neither is the worst xD and it might not be from me directly, but indirectly, but no worries, everyone is credited.

This awaits those that wish to steal my direct arts (signatured with my names: MethusiFreeDragon; JeraziahDragonMedic; DragonFree93; MethusiFreeDragon93; KuznyaDragonOfBaa; Dreamer-In-Shadows):



So had you got that? Just don`t do it!


^... Isn`t that Overly Manly Man up there??? O_o

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My favorites
Do not be afraid to scour through them - maybe you`ll love what you discover here ;)

Do you think I randomly fav every piece I stumble across?
Had To Be Done by FreeDanPhantom
Well, I do NOT! My favs have quality as well!

And now for something completely different:

Tomb of the Golden Couch by thatDMan
The fanciest lich in all of games!


The reason why I pathetically love Dark Messiah`s Black Guards :lmao:!


Are you jealous of me rocking the house hard? Well, TOO BAD! >:3

Pegasus headbutting Meg
Me and my friends of different beliefs <3


Whenever I watch a movie I really like, but my friend of family member does not … =P

And here are some hugs!
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LOL!
I know, I know, I didn`t write a journal in MONTHS by now, but what could I even write about in the 1st place aside the reason for my absence and my lack of doing arts before this dream gave me an excuse? Most of you already know about my own efforts in making a living as well as searching wth to do with my life in next years, as I`ve told some of you already (like warrior1944) and thus repeating all of this again would be kind of void. With this out of the way, let`s just jump over to the dream, which took place in my home apartment in its entirety (at its newest renovation with new wardrobes and having the main living room be all open instead of being like a passageway made of old wardrobes like it used to be) and which is I`m not able to provide you actual images of the place because privacy ... just images on how things might have looked like when I saw them. People with nightmares and night-terrors like TheBlackNova and PrincesssLauren, I hope this doesn`t give you some bad memories.

The start of the dream was actually kind of rushed because as soon as it started, I saw myself wearing a cream yellow jacket, black pants and purple shoes immediately rush across the entrance door and not just close them, but also lock them both via regular lock and crude deadbolt. The rest of my family was already preparing themselves to sleep (since apparently it was 11-something p.m. shown on the digital clock we have by the computer system and the windows showed my backyard at night, illuminated by streetlight ... like usual), but my dad, once I rushed in, asked me what`s happening. I didn`t answer at first, only taking a peek through the spyhole, which at first didn`t show anything unusual (just a regular hallway), but once I moved away briefly and then looked through the peephole again, I then saw the hallway turn into a decrepit disgusting version of itself that resembled a mix between this Haunted Hallway by Cybergooch and a swampy area-version of this with filth oozing from the ceiling before it promptly turned into the original version of itself again, only this time with the "endless mirror" effect, like here and going on like in this gif: media.giphy.com/media/i8D7ndMW… , only gradually faster and faster. At this point, I fully turned my attention towards my dad (the kitchen light was on) and said this:
"Now none of us should go out for as long as this night lasts. Our home is located in a horror-dimension where we`re but mere "guests" now and I fully suspect that soon its "inhabitants" will return home as well. We must make sure that we`re hiding via sleeping at this point because if not, then they`ll see us."
At this point the dream blinked black and in the next scene, I just woke up, the clock showing between 2 and 3 a.m. and both my dad as well as my bro sleeping. When I looked through the window from my med (which is actually the top one of the bunk bed), I only saw inky darkness without any light, like in here and when I looked towards the direction of the kitchen, I saw that there was no light coming from there ... like there is a door in a way (which there actually isn`t irl). I slowly came down from the top of the bunk bed, careful not to wake anyone up and slowly I went towards the black door, being careful.
Opening them, I suddenly saw myself ... or rather the back of what seemed to be my literal doppelganger, sitting down on a stool resembling this one , only it was black-colored and as soon as I saw myself, I immediately knew who was she: she was my literal murder-instinct! I froze in place, petrified from terror, as this doppelganger of me slowly lift her head up ...
... then suddenly she turned around and  looked right at me, being a complete copy of me, only her eyes were wide, had no irises (aka they were pure white) and pupils were literally pin-pricked, resembling Jeff the Killer`s murder-eyes. Her facial expression was that of pure psychosis and she was ready to literally lunge at me like a wild animal and tear my throat out.

Immediately after seeing this, I suddenly opened my eyes and woke up irl, being absolutely shocked and still stiff from terror. Thank the light that the irl clock showed 5:47 a.m. and that I could again see the backyard illuminated by streetlights when I looked through the window. Maybe it was still night and my family was still asleep, but I was still more than grateful that this thing didn`t go any further ... and I still am even after writing this down. I bloody know already that I`m fully capable of going murder-happy because I woke up feeling like this once and only thanks to my sheer willpower I managed to curb this murderous side of me down before anything could happen ... and this dream/nightmare only proves it further, which makes me scared of what I might do if I`m pushed far enough. :stare: :stare: :stare: :stare: :stare: :stare: :stare:

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:iconrichardgamerxx:
richardgamerxx Featured By Owner 4 days ago
gracias por el fav!
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ditto :)
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IgusZilla Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2017  Student Artist
Thanks for faving
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem :)
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4-Chap Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for faving
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Same :)
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4-Chap Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Yep :)
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warrior1944 Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2017
Hmm you might remember my cool outfit I showed before? :) I have now finished it with the army/metalic/gothic coat and gloves and jeans, hopefully even more awesome now and bringing back the prussian style :P

scontent.fmmx1-1.fna.fbcdn.net…

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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Bloody hell, that`s amazing and that coat really combines this together nicely, even if the beret kind of makes you look Russian more than Prussian. But still, this is absolutely mind-blowing and not to even mention you look really handsome wearing this as well. :D
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warrior1944 Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017
Hmm since you like wolfenstein and know those games which todays youngsters dont xD This video might make you laugh :P

www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQdzex…
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Classic. It was hilarious back then when I saw it, it`s still hilarious today, even after 8 years. :D
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warrior1944 Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017
I said I wanted a world conquering army, not a sideshow! What is that a blue smurf for a soldier?! xD
This one is a classic too, giggligiggligiggli xD
www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Zx9IM…

The hitlerbunker parodies is the one thing that can make me laugh and make me on a good mode xD Love how all those charachters gotten personality through the years, krebs the mappointer and fish fetisch, goebbels: dr skeletor with the star of death xD And everytime something fails me or problems happen I blame fegelein xD
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ditto as well and for this reason I`m subscribed to Hitler Rants Parodies. He`s getting some pretty golden material already and yes, my favs are "Hitler looks at random pictures" videos, which are exactly what you expect them to be: the Bunker Residents looking at random pictures and commenting on them.
Unless the images show Stalin or Fegelein. STALIN! :lmao:
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Tuntalm Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017
Thank you very much for faving my bloom :rose:
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem, it`s amazing ^-^
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ShadowHunterSpartan Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2017
so middle earth shadow of war is out apperantly. and also if you played the beta they let you keep stuff from the beta.
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know, since 3-4 friends of mine are already playing it. But myself, I`m guaranteed to be late because I have no means to buy it or to play it ... yet.

And yes, I`ve finished Shadow of Mordor as well because I REALLY need a break. That stuff`s getting to me.
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ShadowHunterSpartan Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017
but that game is awesome and it should be on steam.
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It already is. Again, I already see 3-4 of my Steam friends play it when being online and again, it`s too expensive for me to afford it, so I will not afford it yet. :stare: :evileyes:
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4-Chap Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for faving!
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ditto! ^-^
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4-Chap Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
:)
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Kuraudiachan Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the faves!! Hope you have an amazing day!! :D
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ditto to you when it comes to having an awesome day :)
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Kuraudiachan Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you!! :D
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